nope, not my age but the number of days till one of my goals come true. surprisingly, the excitement has not set in yet. i am not my usual OC self. usually, by this time everything would have been set down to the last micro detail. i don't know what makes this different but my instinct is telling me to just chill and enjoy the ride. i can see myself just walking the streets without a care in the world. not minding a check list of what to dos. i guess maybe because, whether i get to conquer everything on my list or not, i wouldn't care as long as i get to experience the journey itself.

so kevs na sa akong OCness. this is the new me. enjoying everything on a whim:)